day-offs

same destination, same itinerary..well it’s all fine i’ll enjoy what will come. Actually, i feel a bit wonder about how it will be. . coz now I have a different situation. hope everything will be okay. I’ll be back in less than a week, and write whole things here after doing my ”tour-de-java”.

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unintentionally

favourite scene

Take a look at these quotes :                                                                                                               “Goodbye doesn’t always mean an end, sometimes it’s only a new beginning”, or “How do you say goodbye to someone you can’t imagine living without?”, even this one.. “It took me nearly a year to get here. It wasn’t so hard to cross that street after all, it all depends on who’s waiting for you on the other side”. Aren’t they touching? OK.. it’s my opinion.. well, how about takin’ a glance on this one :

a conversation between ex-s :                                                                                                                          Katya: Sometimes, even if you have the keys those doors still can’t be opened. Can they?
Jeremy: Even if the door is open, the person you’re looking for may not be there, Katya.

see? those are simple things happened in life, n i learn so much from this work of art.. an expert said, i mean a friend who knows these kinda things better (than me, for sure), it’s Wong Kar Wai’s. Then I’d say..he did an awesome job! I thought Norah wasn’t a good idea, but at last, i’ve gotta admit her talent..she’s “beyond expectation”.

I learn so much, how great he ilustrates life’s complexity; affair, loss, divorce, brokenhearted, love between father and daughter, affection, recovery, journey, experience, purpose, survive, how to deal with reality, start something new, greedy, depression, etc. .

it’s just perfect..light..and of course..romantic. That expert told me to watch his other works. Can’t hardly wait.. [My Blueberry Nights]

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watch this movie unintentionally.. i thought it would be boring, but in the end..it’s not! it’s a great movie, great story, touching, inspiring..

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“Rest if you must, but don’t you quit”… kumencoba terus mengingat kata-kata itu sejak seseorang melontarkannya sebagai sebuah respon sesaat setelah ia mendengar curahan hatiku.. sederhana, tapi sulit kuterapkan..terlebih ketika ku merasa sepertinya dunia ini tak lagi berpihak pada inginku. Ya, memang..apa yang kuharapkan pada dunia? selain ketidakkekalan dan hal-hal semu lainnya? tapi di sinilah aku tinggal. memijakkan kaki ku, mengambil nafasku, merebahkan tubuhku.. bagaimana aku tak berharap mungkin barang secercah kepada tempat dimana aku berdiam?

Yes, I’ve gotta deal with that..like it or not.. 

Ketika ku mencoba melihat ke belakang sesaat, aku ingat, kala itu rasanya masih mudah untuk bersyukur, tapi tidak sekarang. Aku sulit mengatakan “terima kasih” di tengah kabut tebal bernama kekecewaan yang menghalangi pandanganku.. Aku hanya tidak ingin munafik, berpura-pura segalanya sempurna sementara aku lelah.. Setidaknya aku tidak menuntut banyak hari ini, kuterima semua apa adanya dengan diam. Kurasa itu yang terbaik.  

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tak mengerti

ku coba mengerti tapi ku tak mengerti, apakah yang hendak Ia lakukan dalam hidupku? Apa yang Ia maksud dengan sesuatu yang mungkin kuanggap hal kecil? Apa yang Ia maksud dengan sesuatu yang mungkin kuanggap hal besar? Aku tak mengerti..

Hatiku berkata.. “pasrah”… Sebutan “manusia” yang terkadang membuatku memaklumi semuanya.. maklum jika kini aku tak kuasa..maklum jika kini aku tak lagi mampu bertahan.. Mungkin harus kusingkirkan itu jauh-jauh. Aku hanya tak mengerti dengan semua ini, semua yang singkat dan mungkin saja belum ada artinya.

Ya, takkan ada jalan lain bila Ia sudah berkata-kata.. Relakanlah..maka akan kurelakan.. ikhlaskanlah maka akan kuikhlaskan.. biar nanti telah sampai saatnya ku mengerti, aku tak akan lagi menelaah.. biar kujalani semua dengan pasrah. Hanya mencoba mengerti…

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I’ve Learned

I’ve learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them.

I’ve learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don’t care back.

I’ve learned that it takes years to build up trust and only seconds to destroy it.

I’ve learned that it’s not what you have in your live, but who you have in your life that counts.

I’ve learned that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes, after that, you’d better know something.

I’ve learned that you shouldn’t compare yourself to the best others can do, but to the best you can do.

I’ve learned that it’s not what happens to people, it’s what they do about it.

I’ve learned that no matter how thin you slice it, there are always two sides.

I’ve learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you’ll see them.

I’ve learned that you can keep going long after you think you can’t.

I’ve learned that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.

I’ve learned that there are people, who love you dearly, but just don’t know how to show it.

I’ve learned that sometimes when I’m angry I have the right to be angry but that doesn’t give me the right to be cruel.

I’ve learned that true friendship continues to grow even over the longest distance same goes for true love.

I’ve learned that no matter how good a friend is, they’re going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.

I’ve learned that it isn’t always enough to be forgive by others, sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.

I’ve learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken, the world doesn’t stop for your grief.

I’ve learned that just because two people argue, it doesn’t mean they don’t love each other and just because they don’t argue, it doesn’t mean they do.

I’ve learned that sometimes you have to put the individual ahead of their actions. I’ve learned that two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different.

I’ve learned that no matter the consequences, those who are honest with themselves get farther in life.

I’ve learned that your life can be changed in a matter of hours when a friend cries out to you, you will find the strength to help.

I’ve learned that writing, As well as talking, Can ease emotional pains.

I’ve learned that the people you care most about in life are taken from you too soon. I’ve learned that it’s hard to determine where to draw the line between being nice and not hurting people’s feelings and standing up for what you believe.

 

I’ve learned to love and be loved.

I’ve learned. 

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